Horny and no place to Fuck

When the woman are horny at the same time, chatting on my phone, it can get maddening.  I can’t satisfy them and it gets frustrating.  Yes I have my wife to help with that, but the reason why I have fwb is to, well fuck them.  I just can’t call them over to help their needs (I am just that kind of guy).  We don’t have an empty house for that to happen.  Since they don’t have an empty house either, can’t go to them.  So the act is not the main issue, it is more the where, which gets me down sometimes.

And that also leaves me telling my wifec I am going out, which she has no issue with, but I still feel a guilty.  I have a hard time asking her since I do not want her to think I am forgetting about her either.  So there I am, wet pussy wanting cock and can’t do anything about it.  Don’t get me wrong, my wife is very supportive of me and my fwb.  She knows all of them, which has made things so much easier.  Just another frustrating thing that I am dealing with of late.

On top of that is that Krystalla has also said no a few times of late.  This is new to me as well, since she has never said no until recently.  I never ask why but it still gets to me.  Granted the circumstances usually are why the block comes up and I appreciate that.  There is no intent on making anyone uncomfortable or upset.  I have only said no maybe twice to her, but it was more on first time meetings.  Things that we both learned when she is out and her pussy takes over.  No she is not a slut, but she never dated when we were younger, or even had a sex drive.  Now that both are happening it becomes a double edge sword.  Making sure she is aware on limits helps to ensure that things do not get out of hand.  Why do I have different rules, well I really can’t say.  Hazard a guess I think it is more because us men have a harder time in finding woman, let alone woman that want to fuck.  Plus I really hate the hunt and missing the kill.  Has happened a couple of times and I still wish I could hunt them again to be able to fuck them.

I guess my problem is that I miss new blood.  The new pussy that I can fuck.  And when I am in range of the kill to have that new pussy being blocked is like having the toy for a little while than have it taken away.  Fucking my wives is great, but I still like the change.  The new blood to let me fill my fetish.  Both of my woman have stated that my fetish is new blood, and they both encourage me having it.  Actually my poly wife has never seen me after a fwb and is curious on how I am after.  Unfortunately there was a possible opportunity that fell through and I think she was a bit more disappointed than I was about it not happening.  And even if I have the pussy available, which recently seems to be happening, there is no place to go.  This is my main point of frustration of late.

No car sex, sorry just not right if it is the first time with a woman.  And hotel sex, well that means it is pay for sex and I don’t see that as practical.  Plus have you seen what they charge for hotel rooms of late?!!!  Outdoor sex, well yes that is an option and it has crossed my mind numerous times.  Never really had it although being married I am not sure I want to risk getting caught.  Worse if it was on video and posted, well it would involve a lot of explaining.  Not to mention if it was by the law than there would be a charge and that would also involve explanations.  Plus with winter on the way I am really not sure if I could fuck in the cold weather.  I do think about all possible outcomes, negative and positive, to see if there is any holes that can be covered up.  So far the only option I have come up with is homes.  That just means kicking everyone out, but not something I can do.  Can’t ask my wife to leave the house just for me to have sex.  I would feel guilty and that is not something I want on my mind before I have sex.

So here I am thinking about where to fuck, how to fuck them, and what opportunity can I create to let me get that pussy.  Way to much work just for sex.  Sex is not something that can be planned, at least to a degree.  It needs to be spontaneous, and organic.  Let it happen as it supposed to and let the passion, lust and mind go where it wants to in the moment.  Pretty hard to do if in a public place.  Although there is a little bit of me that thinks it is hot to be possibly caught.  I have never really been caught having sex.  Not even masturbating.  Guess I am to good at keeping things safe when I am doing the nasty.

Guess I will have to live with the opportunities as they come up, although it makes for long droughts.  Of course if I did have easy access to a location, would it be worse that it might be used to much?  Both sides of the spectrum can be dangerous so maybe it is better that there is not an easy way to get laid.  Might make things more complicated.  Either way neither option exists so I will have to wait and see when it comes up and take advantage the best I can.