You can’t chose who you have feelings for. It happens. This is something I have gotten used to over the past few years. The problem is that most women aren’t close by.
So when you have a person who is far away and having a tough time I feel powerless. I want to help. Need to help. That is who I am. When you can’t do it frustrates me. Continue reading Out of arms reach
For those that know me please understand this is what I perceive.
So trying to find new blood. Not a lot of options outside of dating sites. Really hate them since in my previous rants women really seem to be picky. With that said it also could be related to volume. Either way it is rare for me to get a response.
I talked to one lady for about a week and a bit. Talk is over rated. There was no connection. I asked a question about her experience and it went well. Problem is that she didn’t engage. I don’t do well on one side conversations. No surprise that she cut it off today. I didn’t feel it either but still it has me wondering. Continue reading Subject to opinion
There is always a cycle of ups and downs in our lives. I am going through an extended downward spiral. Not by choice but by circumstance.
Maybe because I am burying my grandfather this weekend. Maybe cause I have had majority of my fwb go off the market. Maybe since I haven’t meet anyone new in months. Add on family and work and it seems to have hit critical mass. Continue reading Little lost
Funny how distance can make relationships feel like a new experience after many months. Lily planned to visit with her kids for a Canadian vacation for our second meet up of the year. Knowing that it will be a challenge to have her alone to spend time together since all our kids will be home. Normally for any event, I don’t think about it to much. Have had many disappointments in the past so I try to stay in check up to the day of the event. But my excitement got higher with each day passing. Continue reading Re-Union with Lilly
Didn’t realize how long ago it was for my last post. No I haven’t gone away. Actually busy. Oh not in that way… which is why this post.
The reason I started this blog is to write my ideas and thoughts help. Makes me process them better. Reason why I have been quiet of late is that I really didn’t know how to write it. No new blood and no one asking me questions has made for no new topics if late. Continue reading Overdue