Weekend Party

With the past weekend we had my oldest son’s birthday party.  Well more like a few friends and family came over.  Only one of our friends who were visiting knew about our lifestyle and accept it.  Knowing that vanilla parties can be very tame, I was prepared for a quiet night.  Drinks and games went smoothly but I did notice one small thing.

We couldn’t really be ourselves.  Oh we are the same fun Gunnar and Krystala but take away that part of our life and we almost seem tame.  Boring.  Vanilla.  I noticed this in the past but it was the first time that I really saw how different it is.  Everyone is having fun and the drinks were flowing but it wasn’t like it was our other parties.  The openness we have had with our lifestyle friends seems to have more energy.  Or maybe it is just more excitement on what could happen.

Now we also had kids around the house so not like anything could have happened anyways.  And I had no interest in anyone that was here.  It was the energy that seem to be missing.  The excitement, talking and flirting.  Not that I can’t flirt with my wife but we still have to behave, can’t just whip my cock out and have her suck it.  Although she would, I don’t think the prudes could handle it.

Excluding this observation the party was great, my son is older and everyone had a good time.  I am just realize that hiding a part of yourself is hard and not being able to express yourself fully is not something I like to do.  Being restrictive is not that much fun, so maybe I have to come up with a game at the vanilla parties that my wife and me can do to entertain ourselves.  Hmmm, could be “interesting” than.