Author: sweetgunnar

  • Illness relationships

    Never ever say that you haven’t gotten sick. Seems it will bite you in the ass. Found that out over two weeks ago. Caught strep throat somehow and luckily didn’t infect anyone I know.That was a fun ten days. Meds finished and then I catch cold. This is also during a new girl that I…

  • Just a drink

    You wake up on the couch alone. Unsure on how long you slept you glance around. Seeing him standing by the bar with another drink. “I had to make this myself” he states firmly. Still no expression on his face.

  • Intense

    In short for anyone that is new to the lifestyle really think about the open communication. Don’t keep your fears and worries behind closed doors.

  • Out of arms reach

    You can’t chose who you have feelings for.  It happens.  This is something I have gotten used to over the past few years.  The problem is that most women aren’t close by. So when you have a person who is far away and having a tough time I feel powerless.  I want to help.  Need…

  • Subject to opinion

    For those that know me please understand this is what I perceive. So trying to find new blood.   Not a lot of options outside of dating sites.   Really hate them since in my previous rants women really seem to be picky.   With that said it also could be related to volume.  Either…

  • Little lost

    There is always a cycle of ups and downs in our lives.  I am going through an extended downward spiral.  Not by choice but by circumstance. Maybe because I am burying my grandfather this weekend.  Maybe cause I have had majority of my fwb go off the market.  Maybe since I haven’t meet anyone new…

  • Re-Union with Lilly

    Funny how distance can make relationships feel like a new experience after many months.  Lily planned to visit with her kids for a Canadian vacation for our second meet up of the year.   Knowing that it will be a challenge to have her alone to spend time together since all our kids will be home.…

  • Overdue

    Didn’t realize how long ago it was for my last post.  No I haven’t gone away.  Actually busy.   Oh not in that way… which is why this post. The reason I started this blog is to write my ideas and thoughts help. Makes me process them better. Reason why I have been quiet of late…

  • Sex talk

    Sex is usually talked about behind closed doors.  Something that is instilled by our parents when we are young.  It is taboo.  Shouldn’t be talked about.  Heck even TV and movies didn’t show anything since it is so bad for you.  Fast forward some years ahead (nice try, birthday is coming up but not going…

  • It was a dark and snowy night

    The lights shiny brightly as the bus pulled into the terminal.  Glancing around I see that I am the only one heading towards it.  Doors open with the familiar swoosh sound and I head up the stairs to board the bus.  It is dark, being it is night time there are no running lights inside.  I glance down…